18th march 2003

 

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Stationsplein – from 16h00 to 17h30

 

Team – Claudia

 

The war will start this week, the media says, hence everyone says the same thing. After a hard working morning with Claudia transporting clay, talking about art, life and war, I decided that it was necessary to go out again and to a crowded place - Central Station between 4Pm and 6PM.

 

First relevant commentary of the journey: (I have some buttons badges in my bag, one is an art project  -Kun(s)t –the other is about being a LEGO builder) Claudia told me,  -If you had a button against the war in your bag you‘d be an activist – Which brings up the question -am I not an activist, and an artist- Which one is the more visible? Does it matter for the passer-by, potential participant to know whether I am one or the other, or both?

 

We arrived at Central Station, at the busiest door there were two huge horses with policemen sitting on them. Ok, let’s just take the other door, to keep a low profile and see how long we can stay.

 

Immediately, one of these “hanging at the CS” kind of boys came to us and asked what it was all about, and more important, what do I gain with it- in the sense – ‘why do you do it, for money or for the cause?’ To which I had to respond ‘for the cause’, while doubting a little bit what my cause is actually. But in the end he put it quite precisely- that the great thing about it is that you don’t need to ask people their opinion about the war issue, they just show it.

 

After we hung around for a while eating ice cream, a I guy in a wheelchair was searching for the responsible for the piece, so we implicated ourselves by moving the platform to another position.

It turned out that this man was an ex-Iraqi soldier, wounded in the war by a hand grenade, a refuge in the Netherland’s, and also here to receive medical treatment, not available to him in Iraq and without which he couldn’t survive, and he cannot have in Iraq. A person living with the double feeling of wanting Saddam out of power and hoping that the war would do it, but also afraid for all his family and the people of Iraq. So he told us a little about his life, his opinions about the war and the politics, pointing out a very good issue, that even the countries that don’t support the war are doing it not for the people or moral reasons, but for economic reasons - they just will loose too much money with this war.

 

We kept talking with some people, some miss Bin laden on the scene (always, I guess because he is also a symbol of war and power- someone said today ‘then it would be the 4 terrorists together’). Others find it good work, and guess that it could be nice to do it.

 

At one point 2 girls started to play, one playing for the other, and then the one watching started making pictures of the friend’s play.

 

Claudia left and I stayed a bit longer, moving the structure to the busiest door, and realising that the PVDA party was also there giving out flyers announcing the next demonstrations against the war on 22nd of March, Amsterdam. I wondered if it would be bad to be connect, Act 2, to a political party or an anti-war movement. But it seemed ok to be a bit in between, for a day that started with the difference between an artist and an activist – Activists wear buttons and maybe give out flyers.

 

At 5PM, rush hour, ‘too busy to stop, don’t want to miss the train’, but same impact was made. Guess people really ask themselves ‘what is it all about’, these puppets, the war. And even today I spoke with Claudia of the feeling of impotence regarding the decisions of those in power. Sun coming down… until next time… hope still in a “sort of “ peaceful state.